mea culpa

I don't like confrontations. I tend to be callous of other people's feelings. I have a mouth that works on autopilot. I have a hard time admitting mistakes, especially if I don't view my actions as one.

Yes, I guess I relied too much on you last week when you did all those work. I did try to make up for it but it seems all my effort's already a bit late. It's just that it's been a busy week for me -- and yes, I know you said is not really good enough an excuse considering you were also busy and yet still managed to make a few calls now and then -- but... that's just it. I was busy.

So yeah, I think we already covered that. I did say I'm sorry for it, didn't I? Which is why I don't understand why you're still giving me a cold shoulder. Was it something I said about that other topic? I was just being honest. Too honest, it seems.

That's another thing: I am brutally honest. Some people may view that as me being rude or arrogant. Some people don't give a damn. I always thought you were more of the latter. I guess the past four years we've known each other was not enough for me to know better.

But I'm trying. You of all people should know that by now.